"The Resurrection of the Colossal"*
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(ok, so I lied about the `theory' part--but if it makes you feel any better you can think of this as `anti-theory' or theory in tatters...rc)

Critic Walter Benjamin puts us in something of a quandry when he writes (in "The Storyteller") that "...by now almost nothing that happens benefits storytelling; almost everything benefits information."

I say quandry because in these personal journals we certainly seem to be confronted with the telling of stories, of various shades of intimacy and various degress of interaction with an historical world. (To be sure, the latter is not the prime aspect of these writings: after all they are PERSONAL journals, not meant as accounts of state or as chronicles of the times per se.)

However, Benjamin tells us that storytelling is in decline and has been for many years, a decline presumably in direct proportion to the implacement and acceleration of a technical, global culture; that, in fact, part of storytelling is a giving of counsel, a certain kind of wisdom even. It would be the ability to take one's own experience and then subtly generalize it so that others might take something from the story. But he says that "communicability of experience is decreasing." Perhaps even that experience itself is undergoing an alteration, even abrasion, in its ability to fit into an ongoing, trans-temporal community of concerns. (certain French theoreticians have announced this as the `Inoperative Community').

So while these are personal journals they are laid out on the wide boulevards of the internet, available for perusal by all and sundry. In making that statement I am also reminded of John Durham Peters' statement that, "The mark of an intimate message is the exclusiveness if its address." If that is true, and it is certainly the benchmark of a form of intimacy that is quite old and well established as the truth, then what can be said about the completely open addresses of these journals? And the arena of experience we call `intimacy' now? The personal and the private begin to take on an equivalence with the most theoretical and general, with each tendency migrating chiasmatically to the other side.

The possibilites of a `one to many' broadcasting whether through writing or video opens up a fractillated scattering and immediacy which is perhaps unique to the world wide web. The global apparatus itself comes to appear as a vast
Turing test composed of largely disembodied references appearing in the privacy of one's own living area, the tip of the tenacle of a global civilization. Much like the early machinic psychoanalytic program Eliza, the web itself can take on certain projective components either subtly, a `rorschaching' which few can escape, or more aggressively, as with those who, albeit without recourse to a computer, claim to be setting up websites for witches or that they are being harrassed and threatened by email.

So is storytelling dead, succumbing to a dearth of `experience' as Benjamin thought, giving way to an informing of one sort or another? `Common sense' would tell us that `experience' is a constant, that we are always experiencing SOMETHING ... but what if even the nature of `common sense,' that is, sense held in common, is changing?

(For an exhilerating and vertiginous, if exhausting, take on the sense of this contemporary `sense,' see "The Sense of the World," Jean-Luc Nancy:
"Not long ago, it was still possible to speak of a `crisis of sense' [....]. But a crisis can alwasy be analyzed or surmounted. One can rediscover sense that is lost, or one can at least indicate approximately the direction in whch it is to be sought. Alternatively, One can still play with the fragmentary remains or bubbles of a sense adrift. Today, we are beyond this: all sense has been abandoned.

This makes us feel a little faint, but still we sense [we have the sense] that it is precisely this expostion to the abandonment of sense that makes up our lives.

The women and men of our time have, indeed, a rather sovereign way of losing their footing without anxiety, of walking on the waters of the drowning of sense. A way of knowing precisely that sovereignty is nothing, that it is this nothing in which sense always exceeds itself. That which resists everything -- and perhaps always, in every epoch -- is not a mediocre species instinct or survival instinct, but this very sense..")

I sometimes have the uncanny sense that these journals, not only these of course but also no less these among the thousands of others, bear the brunt of this re-fashioning of sense in however stumbling, inchoate or contradictory manner -- precisely the ways in which `sense' exceeds itself and gives itself to others. (Perhaps, indeed, they are in the vanguard of a new Gesamt- kunstwerke, the outline of which we can just barely make out now, where the art work is the LIFE of the artist, across a range of disciplines and styles, all integrated by the net....which would not necessarily vitiate Bejamin's thesis, might even broaden further.)


If we are indeed undergoing an `evacuation of experience' in some fashion, as Benjamin surmised, basing his conclusions on the first impact and trauma of a global tech and conflict, (and I will be the first to admit to such feelings more than I would like to admit), then that must also constitute an `openness' to events, the world, the non-human, which, as Nancy puts it, is neither "a nihilistic nonsense or a `madness' that would oscillate between debauchery and mysticism."

It is up to us, only us, here and now, to find that other ground, which is also a shore and a point of departure onto much wider and wilder seas of sense, communion, and identity.

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